I thought I'd accumulate karma or something! You Witches have way too many different terms for things.
Besides, it wasn't just my desire to wipe them out. It was the desire of the Celestial children who hated them, because they were forced to grow up with humans who hated their guts and shunned them. All I was doing was helping out.
[He's quiet for a moment.]
That happened to almost all the Celestials in the human world that I know of.
Of course, I don't really care about them that much. Celestials and Infernals are natural enemies.
Now I just really want to know what a grudge is. Is it like a curse?
[He can't help it, he's an eternally curious creature, okay.
That being said, it's a little bit of an aside as he hums to himself a little, seemingly thinking over Watanuki's words.]
Of course I take responsibility. I just mean that... humans are like that. Celestials, too. [...] So are Infernals. I bet Witches are like that too, and everyone here has some part of that in them. So what I really wanted to do...
I wanted to destroy every world I knew of. That was my dream.
[He actually sits up for this, glancing at Watanuki before staring out the window.
There's a hint of a smile on his face.]
It was a really short-sighted dream, wasn't it? I thought that if I was strong enough, I could just wipe out everything and start over. And there wouldn't be anyone or anything that could get in the way anymore.
[For a split-second, it almost sounds like he still wants it that way. But he shakes his head after a moment.]
But if there's just infinite worlds in the way, then... there had to be a different way. That's what I was thinking about while I was at the Foundation, and they wanted to run all those boring tests.
[It's like you're asking him to be a different person or something.
Character development doesn't work like that!! Heart attack away, noodletunes.]
Haha, is it tempting for you, too? With all your power.
[That's actually just plain teasing, but in an Anon way. He snickers briefly before nodding.]
So that's the other reason I haven't gone to Nirrti. I don't really... have a wish that needs her power at all. And I've always liked granting my own wishes with my own strength, anyway.
[He's not sure if he's talking about Witchhood or shop life or whatever, okay, he's not CLAMP-savvy enough for this even though he talks to Syaoran enough to have the basics.
There's a laugh.]
Didn't we talk about this? Might makes right! [he says it like a mantra, but in a silly way this time] But careful, you're going to start admiring the wrong people if you say things like that.
For me, it's not so hard. I have a natural talent for traveling through the Sea of Fragments. For others, it ranges from 'not too hard so long as you stay focused' to 'impossible.'
But it's totally possible, right? I kind of want to just find one where there's nobody except maybe the birds and the beach and a few dragons to fight. Something like that.
I don't want to go back home, or to the Foundation, and of course I don't want to be stuck in this Game place forever. So I thought I should look for a place of my own.
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I thought I'd accumulate karma or something! You Witches have way too many different terms for things.
Besides, it wasn't just my desire to wipe them out. It was the desire of the Celestial children who hated them, because they were forced to grow up with humans who hated their guts and shunned them. All I was doing was helping out.
[He's quiet for a moment.]
That happened to almost all the Celestials in the human world that I know of.
Of course, I don't really care about them that much. Celestials and Infernals are natural enemies.
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And at least take responsibility for the damage you do. Even if you were 'helping out', you still did those actions.
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[He can't help it, he's an eternally curious creature, okay.
That being said, it's a little bit of an aside as he hums to himself a little, seemingly thinking over Watanuki's words.]
Of course I take responsibility. I just mean that... humans are like that. Celestials, too. [...] So are Infernals. I bet Witches are like that too, and everyone here has some part of that in them. So what I really wanted to do...
I wanted to destroy every world I knew of. That was my dream.
To make a different path for myself.
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That actually gets Watanuki to sit up. ]
You realize you know of a lot more worlds now, right? That's a lot of worlds to destroy.
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There's a little laugh, almost like he expected that reaction. Why wouldn't he?]
Hahaha... That was kind of my reaction, too. When I got to the Foundation.
[He did mention that at some point. Learning all the new things, that is. There's a brief moment of quiet where he just stares at the ceiling.]
The universe is really, really big. Is there an end to it even for the Witch of Dimensions?
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Why are you asking, Anon?
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[He actually sits up for this, glancing at Watanuki before staring out the window.
There's a hint of a smile on his face.]
It was a really short-sighted dream, wasn't it? I thought that if I was strong enough, I could just wipe out everything and start over. And there wouldn't be anyone or anything that could get in the way anymore.
[For a split-second, it almost sounds like he still wants it that way. But he shakes his head after a moment.]
But if there's just infinite worlds in the way, then... there had to be a different way. That's what I was thinking about while I was at the Foundation, and they wanted to run all those boring tests.
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Don't give the noodle a heart attack like that. ]
I won't lie and say it isn't tempting, but you're right. With infinite worlds, you can't wipe everything out and try again.
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Character development doesn't work like that!! Heart attack away, noodletunes.]
Haha, is it tempting for you, too? With all your power.
[That's actually just plain teasing, but in an Anon way. He snickers briefly before nodding.]
So that's the other reason I haven't gone to Nirrti. I don't really... have a wish that needs her power at all. And I've always liked granting my own wishes with my own strength, anyway.
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[He took it. He took it immediately.]
I think I see what you're getting at, though. And that's admirable, to want to do things of your own volition.
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[He's not sure if he's talking about Witchhood or shop life or whatever, okay, he's not CLAMP-savvy enough for this even though he talks to Syaoran enough to have the basics.
There's a laugh.]
Didn't we talk about this? Might makes right! [he says it like a mantra, but in a silly way this time] But careful, you're going to start admiring the wrong people if you say things like that.
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You're right, I'll be more careful. And I changed into 'me'.
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[Cryptic as always, wow??]
I guess... there's just one more question I have for you, though.
How hard is it to get your own Fragment?
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For me, it's not so hard. I have a natural talent for traveling through the Sea of Fragments. For others, it ranges from 'not too hard so long as you stay focused' to 'impossible.'
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I don't want to go back home, or to the Foundation, and of course I don't want to be stuck in this Game place forever. So I thought I should look for a place of my own.
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[Provided he's still alive at the end of this game.]
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[There's a thoughtful pause here, and then he shrugs as though shrugging off some minor hesitation.]
As long as it's possible, then I'll find a way to make it work.
[He's probably talking about the same topic still. Likely. Now all that has to happen is living! Piece of cake.]