Syaoran has a big heart. I told him to be careful, to really consider his feelings, but...for him to say something, he must have decided that he had room for both of you.
[That's what Watanuki would like to believe, at least.]
...yes. I once compared our situation to all of the Akiras in the Foundation, but it's deeper than that: we literally are the same person, the same existence. Not even just 'both Syaoran from different worlds', but the same person from the same world.
We have grown apart a little, partially out of necessity for both of us to keep existing, but that doesn't change the fact that we are the same person. We think similarly, we act similarly, and we know each other in a way that probably doesn't make sense to most people. So for him to disregard that connection and truly, honestly ask if I only saw him as a Piece, it hurt. It hurt a lot.
I see... I think I understand how it happened better now. If you feel that way for him then... his feelings were probably the same.
Only now you're a Witch. You ARE different from him in a very important way. That... had to be terrifying. I can understand wanting reassurance, even if it was in the worst way possible.
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[That's what Watanuki would like to believe, at least.]
...yes. I once compared our situation to all of the Akiras in the Foundation, but it's deeper than that: we literally are the same person, the same existence. Not even just 'both Syaoran from different worlds', but the same person from the same world.
We have grown apart a little, partially out of necessity for both of us to keep existing, but that doesn't change the fact that we are the same person. We think similarly, we act similarly, and we know each other in a way that probably doesn't make sense to most people. So for him to disregard that connection and truly, honestly ask if I only saw him as a Piece, it hurt. It hurt a lot.
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Only now you're a Witch. You ARE different from him in a very important way. That... had to be terrifying. I can understand wanting reassurance, even if it was in the worst way possible.
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And I'm guessing wishing to bring him back is something we can't do.