Can I share one more thing? She probably needs it too but, when I think of Akira and Syaoran, I just realize... Trust is hard. Trust means being willing to admit the dark parts of ourselves to the people most important to us.
But that sort of trust hurts the most when it's broken. Perhaps that's what Nirrti is feeling.
No, it's alright, it makes sense. She's been betrayed, and she needs to see that people won't abandon her like that.
...I feel like I might have to be 'that friend' to start with. Since she doesn't hate me. But I need all of you to back me up, since I would be just the first step.
I didn't mean to start a fight between you and Syaoran... But I'm not going to give up. I want him to have the chance to apologize... to you, and-- well, Koide-kun probably wouldn't accept it, but...
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Mmhm.
Can I share one more thing? She probably needs it too but, when I think of Akira and Syaoran, I just realize... Trust is hard. Trust means being willing to admit the dark parts of ourselves to the people most important to us.
But that sort of trust hurts the most when it's broken. Perhaps that's what Nirrti is feeling.
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THAT IS GETTING A FROWN FROM WATANUKI]
Believe me, I'm well-aware of just how much a broken trust hurts.
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I'm sorry. It's just... something I thought about a lot this week.
[and especially in the wake of the last memory]
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...I feel like I might have to be 'that friend' to start with. Since she doesn't hate me. But I need all of you to back me up, since I would be just the first step.
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Hey... Do you think... [she pauses and weighs this question carefully]
There's really a third option, for everyone? For you, Nirrti, us... All of the people we've lost?
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I didn't mean to start a fight between you and Syaoran... But I'm not going to give up. I want him to have the chance to apologize... to you, and-- well, Koide-kun probably wouldn't accept it, but...
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They will have the chance to try, at least. The future isn't set in stone.
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Anyway... thank you.
I'll see you later...?
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...keep trying to talk with her, will you? You'll get through eventually.
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I'll try.