I know the last two months have been really hard on you, and this isn't going to be any easier. But please, don't give up on people. Don't keep to yourself, open up and meet someone new. Make new friends. Keep caring.
Right before I met the boy who would eventually become my first real friend, I found a dying cat. There was nothing I could do for it but hold it as it passed on. And as it did, all I could think to myself was "I'll die like this too. Alone." That feeling of being truly alone, that nobody will care when you are gone, that's the absolute worst.
So don't let yourself become like that. You have friends now, don't shut them out. And keep making new friends too. As much as it hurts when people die, it's nothing compared to the ache of being truly alone.
Take care of yourself, and I hope to see you soon.
Estelle
Right before I met the boy who would eventually become my first real friend, I found a dying cat. There was nothing I could do for it but hold it as it passed on. And as it did, all I could think to myself was "I'll die like this too. Alone." That feeling of being truly alone, that nobody will care when you are gone, that's the absolute worst.
So don't let yourself become like that. You have friends now, don't shut them out. And keep making new friends too. As much as it hurts when people die, it's nothing compared to the ache of being truly alone.
Take care of yourself, and I hope to see you soon.